The mind in itself is its own place,and can make a heaven of hell.......
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29 years old
las vegas
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DETAILS
JOB:
Artist
SMOKE:
Cloves
DRINK:
Hell yes
RELIGION:
Luciferian
ORIENTATION:
Guess
DATING STATUS:
Player
BODY TYPE:
Slim/Slender
GENDER:
Female
MEMBER SINCE:
05/19/2007
STAR SIGN:
Capricorn
LAST LOGIN:
Oct 5, 2008, 04:24 AM
MY RATING:
5.00
MUSIC
Samhain, AndAlsoTheTrees, bauhaus, cristianDeath Circle of Tyrants,BrothaLynchHung,Danzig,Misfits Brujeria,Cure , Billie Holliday,Dark renassaince NIN,Sopor Auternus& the ensemble of shadows, depecheMode,Deadsy,CinemaStrange,MarilynManson softCell,cruxshadows,bloodyDead&Sexy,FearCult, sistersOfMercy,Cramps,babes in toyland
MOVIES & TV
Foriegn Horror,gorefest,supercore porn,indie films bdsm/bondage films, basicly anything raw &disturbing 2 the average person........ lol
BOOKS
thats a rather extensive collection , even on a general subjects level, so ill just to come back to this one later,
TURN ONs
whiteboys under21,roleplay,S&M,femdom,Bondage, gender role reversal,forced feminisation4Male subs blonde&redhead girls,XtremePorn,corporalPunishment Willing victums,strangefetishes,hotyoung gothboys, Hs seniors with no inhibitions=(guys)
TURN OFFs
Racists, Puritans ,parasites, traitors,any kind of backstabbing, snitching ,cowardly or otherwise weak behavior.
HOBBIES
analyzing the human experience,I love different perspectives on life & existence. Im also a huge porn and splatter film Fanatik!!! But My True Passion is Acting in Horror Films you can see me in:: "SCHIZOPHRENIAC-The WHORE MANGLER", "EAT THE RICH- The CANNIBAL MURDERS", and coming soon*** "CUCKOO CLOCKS OF HELL" ~ all directed by RON ATKINS~ CUTTHROATVIDEO.COM MYSPACE.COM/RONATKINS
I treasure the pain it takes to be unorthodox,how the physicological damage & horrors caused by others bring out not only an intense & complicated perspective, but also a living beautifuly twisted art form.... ~Ive Made My Life My Muse~
Have you ever walked by a derelict sleeping in a doorway???....I have often wondered what path led them to be in that doorway...how madness could so destroy them.......Here is one man's explanation!
I hope you enjoy
The Beguiled
She asked a question of me, it reverberates in my head---she asked me if I’m happy, if I’d be happier when I’m dead. I find myself now thinking, of the choices I have made---pretty sure my soul is damned, surely that is better left unsaid.
Dark thoughts spawn uneasiness, birthplace of my dread---perhaps I should consider, what occurs when we are dead. If only death would bring surcease, deliver me from pain---no longer seeking evil pleasures, bring me innocence once again. Such thoughts as these accompany me, tonight's journey has no ending---no solace for my tortured soul, I am trapped within this foul intending. Knowledge gained so long ago, demands that I fulfill---fell obligations to this power, seeking someone's dreams to kill.
Majik surging deep inside me, causing my obscene erection---desperate to complete my task, no time now for such introspection. Sounds of gnashing teeth assail me, at my entry to the shrine---acolytes of Satan's promise, on the floor their limbs entwined. And there upon the ornate altar, writhing to the ancient chanting---nameless woman gestures to me, unsurprised I find I'm panting. Which daemon is it now constrained, within my human form---who takes this willing offering, that the world can be transformed?
How many times, how many places---how many women beckoning---I can’t remember all their faces. This daemon that’s inside of me, fulfills his ritual mating---which writhing member’s dream’s fulfilled, which lusts were consummated? I think I have an answer now, to my daughter’s question---an answer now so long forgotten, a matter tied to indiscretion. Some of our youthful choices, often glibly made in haste---can grow to such proportions; they can lay our lives to waste.
I implore you gentle listener, please take these words to heart... Power gained from others' suffering, has no wisdom to impart!