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I am just a thing, and I accpected that.

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21 years old
United States
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JOB: College
SMOKE: Sometimes
DRINK: Sometimes
RELIGION: Atheist
MEMBER SINCE: 07/10/2007
STAR SIGN: Taurus
LAST LOGIN: 09/01/2010 06:38:06
MY RATING: 7.42




Ambient Metal, Black metal, Punk, Japanese Rock, Alternative, Darkwave, Deathrock, Goth, Indie, Industrial, Metal, Rock.


1349, Abyssic Hate, Alice Cooper, Amon Amarth, Anorexia Nervosa, Anaal Nathrakh, Anal Cunt, Angra Mainyu, Akercocke, Anthrax, Arcturus, Arch Enemy, Bathory, Battlelore, Black Sabbath, Borknagar, Behemoth, Belphegor, Benedictum, Bishop of Hexen, Brutus, Burzum, Cannibal Corpse, Carpathian Forest, Celtic Frost, Circle of Ouroborus, Cobalt, Countess, Cryptic Carnage, Dark Funeral, Death, Decapitated, Death Angel, Darkthrone, Dimmu Borgir, Dragonlord, Deicide, Devin Townsend, Dissection, Drudkh, Earth, Emperor, Enslaved, Entombed, Eternity, Evergrey, Everscathed, Everwinter, Excommunion, Exodus, Estatic Fear, Eyehategod, Falkenbach, Frozen, Fear Factory, Goatsnake, Grip Inc, God Forbid, God Dethroned, Goratory, Graveland, Gorgoroth, Hades Almighty, Hammerfall, Harkonin, Hollenthon, Hypocrisy, Hellebaard, Ihsahn, Ildjarn, Immortal, Iron Maiden, Judas Iscariot, Judas Priest, Kreator, Lamb of God, Leviathan, Limbonic Art, The Legion, Legion of Doom, Luftwaffe Raid, Malevolent, Creation, Manowar, Marduk, Mastodon, Mayhem, Megadeth, Mercenary, Melmoth, Mindgrinder, Nargaroth, Naglfar, Nevermore, Nile, Opeth, Opera IX, Orange Goblin, Pantera, Panzerchrist, Pig Destroyer, The Project Hate MCMXCIX, October File, Probot, Satyricon, Samael, Saxon, Sepultura, Slayer, Society 1, Six Feet Under, Strapping Young Lad, Star One, Sunn, Superjoint Ritual, Symphony X, Torture Killer, Taran, Tartaros, Taranis, Thallium, Tarot, Therion, Tiamat, Turisas, Ulver, Vader, Vintersorg, Venom, Windir, Wintersun, Xasthur, Alien Sex Fiend, Battle of Mice, Bauhaus, The Birthday Massacre, Black Tape For A Blue Girl, Black Light Burns, Christian Death, Clan of Xymox, The Cult, The Cure, Cinema Strange, Daisy Chainsaw, The Danse Society, Deftones, The Dresden Dolls, Echo & The Bunnymen, Epsilon-Zero, The Ghost of Lemora, Human Waste Project, IAMX, I Hate Sally, Icon & The Black Roses, Jack Off Jill, Joy Division, Lye, Ljungblut, Made Out of Babies, Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Ours, Placebo, A Perfect Circle, The Red Paintings, Rosetta, Rosetta Stone, Shadow Project, Skinny Puppy, The Smashing Pumpkins, Sisters of Mercy, Suicide CIty, Suicide Silence, Schoolyard Heroes, Type O Negative, Vampire Love Dolls, Virgin Black, Weezer, Zeromancer.


















Solitude

The Absence of Human Activity

Medical terminology

Herbal Remedies

Dissociative

De-realization

Delirium

Bibliomania

Psychotic

Hypochondria

Insomnia

Dementia

Schizophrenia

Pharmacokinetics

Terrakinetic

Pharmacology

Medical toxicology

Literature

Bring bad fortune however is around me

Ancient Civilizations

Energy Drinks

Digital photography

Rebellion

Rx Bandits




I eat, sleep, and breathe.
Sometimes all at once.

I feel like a statistic.
More number than a person.

I have an over active imagination.
In my world, it rains coffee and the clouds are made of asbestos that pulse smoke.

I wish I could see life as an old black and white movie.

I find comfort in distortion.

I enjoy things.
I also loathe things.
Not much of a difference between the two.

I divulge in the oddities, abnormalities, and imperfections of life.
Serial killers, mental instability, Tootsie pops

I'm a hypochondriac.

I am good at decomposing.
I do it everyday

It took 40 milligrams of adderall to write this.

06/04/2010 11:59:16
05/08/2010 04:55:31
05/08/2010 04:54:01
04/29/2010 01:30:59







Today is Thursday

I slept in

I had a Pepsi for breakfast

I saw my therapist

We talked about you

We doubled the dosage

All I can think is

One more time from the beginning

Let’s get it right

I have nothing else to say

I will just go watch the Office

and when I laugh out loud I will

Look next to me and realize I’m alone.

....

I'am black haired and colored eyes Bandit.

I'am mysterious in nature.

I will do what I must in order to find Champagne,

Cocaine, Vicodin, Adderall, Nicotine, Caffeine,

Percosets, Haldol, Passion Flower and GREEN TEA.

Yet never shows much emotion.

I'am very impassive, dead quiet,

and will listen to the commands of Music.

I found comfort in distortion,

till the white noise became too loud.

It made the itching in my veins restless.

So I took some jagged little pills from pop out packets.

It put me to sleep.

As the drugs began to fade,

I woke up perfectly numb.

Decomposing is now fun.

...

A simple void, is that what I’ve become?

The hollowed sphere on a pendulum.

Swinging back and forth, emotion to emotion,

Never once stopping, nor slowing the motion.

No reason, no answer, no justification.

The creation of a sterile imagination.

Just passing through time as time passes me.

Merely a nothing- nothing, merely, left to be.

Sightless and soundless, unseen and unheard.

Mindless and boundless, obscure and absurd.

All empathy lying ungraced, unemployed,

I live my life dying, unembraced, a void.

...

I am a recluse. I am highly introverted. My mind wanders a lot which makes paying attention a difficult task. I draw masterpieces that even M.C. Escher would be jealous of in the margins of my notebook. There are times when I feel like I was born in the wrong decade. My enthusiasm for most things is minute. Contentment is persistent in my life. My iPod is my best friend. It goes where I go. Always.





Caffeine/ Coffee, Collecting weird paraphernalia, Philosophy, My true friends, Videogames, Literature, Bring bad fortune however is around me, Ancient Civilizations, Energy Drinks, Photography, people that know how to have fun, to accpect the people for who they are. and it don't matter what your appearences is, and rebellion/Bandits.

Headaches, Lack of trees, waking up early, when i'm late, Animal Abusers, The oppression of people, Authority/Hierarchies, Ignorance, Entrapment, Bad manners, Popularity and pretty such the world itself. Just look around you and you'll figure it out.




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From: RoseMary
06/25/2010 04:50:11

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From: Famulus
04/25/2010 10:05:15

good luck on your studies my friend.  be well



From: Famulus
04/23/2010 16:08:32

wtg my friend you are the best blogger I know.  I was just going through all blogs and you come up a lot.  Very good reading.  be well



From: Stellalusila
02/17/2010 18:02:36


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thanks for the comment. hello back



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02/17/2010 02:28:29

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From: Forget_Thys_Name
01/14/2010 22:08:34

shit me to...........well im certified on 2 main things lol and i moved to california so im on my own now........horrible but pleasnt



From: Forget_Thys_Name
01/11/2010 21:50:33

HEY JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO LONG TIME NO SPEAK BEEN BUSY



From: darkangel_blackwings
01/02/2010 15:05:14

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From: DaveDoom51
01/02/2010 06:16:40


<font color="red" size="3"><center><i><b>Here is a nightmare I wrote while my internet was un-available to me.....I hope you enjoy...... Let me know what you think, and happy nightmares to you!</font></center></i></b>



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Pentacle


I look around and find myself, immersed within the spectacle...
Of bleating, caged-up creatures screaming...trapped by this evil pentacle.
Course yammering and cursing, stock and trade of creatures damned.
They must do the bidding of the strong, or find their tender asses jammed...
Into the dreary, darkest corners...dank places in my hell....
Tormented cries surround me as I feel dark majik swell.

My torturted psyche stretched so thin, brittle sound of bat-wings flapping...
The scuttle of hell's grotesque rats, sounds of their cruel jaws' snapping.

Out of sight, I seem to hear, my faithful mate approaching...
Her cloven hooves upon the stone, her evil shade encroaching.
Demented scenes she shows to me, these images echo in my mind...
Howling my appreciation, dark majik takes her from behind.
Crystal-pillars of creation groan, to celebrate our arcane merging...
Two mortal bodies' wanton coupling....two darkened souls converging.

Shifting madness free inside me, her lovely exposed entrails sliding...
Delicious blood-dreams strut, unmasked...two different planes colliding.

A stillness creeps across the void, as if in pregnant expectation...
My lover and another speak, they voice an awful incantation.
Foul words assault beleagured senses, this wild-eyed pair approaching me...
Mouths forming lost forgotten verses, words to set hell's chained beast free.
Lost doe-eyes of my love's companion, seem to beg me for release...
I tear her muscled belly open, and grant her troubled soul surcease.

That quiet voice inside of me, the one supposed to guide me.....
Screaming for my sanity....ignores the corpse beside me.

Oiled body of my goat-eyed mate, lank and lovely muscles straining...
Atop the flesh of her companion, no longer lost...no more complaining.
The death throes of her dying body, heels drumming rhythm on the stone....
My lover's busy teeth at work, wet sucking sounds and sated moans.
I bend to lick an errant drip, of precious crimson nectar...
That wanders 'cross this cooling thigh...this flesh no more defines her.

Is this a dream or is it real, it seems my concience is in hiding...
The taste of blood upon my tongue, the voice inside no longer chiding.

There are changes in my body now, blood rushing to my swollen member...
My lover writhing in viscous fluids, frantic movements exposing her female gender.
I kiss the lips of our sacrifice, blowing air into dead tissue...
Dead is dead, there's no response, I guess then there's no issue.
Kneeling between my lover's thighs, smooth cold flesh between my knees...
I slide into the heat of her, for it's the living I would please.

Whether nightmare scene or reality, there was no other path to take...
If I am graced and 'twas a dream, I'll repent when I awake.


© December, 2009 ~DaveDoom51~ all rights reserved

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From: Famulus
12/27/2009 22:15:05

hello my friend good to see you on.  be well



From: Famulus
12/09/2009 16:03:48

hey my friend saw you come on be well



From: darkangel_blackwings
12/04/2009 07:32:30

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