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I am just a thing, and I accpected that.
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21 years old
United States
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Ambient Metal, Black metal, Punk, Japanese Rock, Alternative, Darkwave, Deathrock, Goth, Indie, Industrial, Metal, Rock.
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Solitude
The Absence of Human Activity
Medical terminology
Herbal Remedies
Dissociative
De-realization
Delirium
Bibliomania
Psychotic
Hypochondria
Insomnia
Dementia
Schizophrenia
Pharmacokinetics
Terrakinetic
Pharmacology
Medical toxicology
Literature
Bring bad fortune however is around me
Ancient Civilizations
Energy Drinks
Digital photography
Rebellion
Rx Bandits
I eat, sleep, and breathe.
Sometimes all at once.
I feel like a statistic.
More number than a person.
I have an over active imagination.
In my world, it rains coffee and the clouds are made of asbestos that pulse smoke.
I wish I could see life as an old black and white movie.
I find comfort in distortion.
I enjoy things.
I also loathe things.
Not much of a difference between the two.
I divulge in the oddities, abnormalities, and imperfections of life.
Serial killers, mental instability, Tootsie pops
I'm a hypochondriac.
I am good at decomposing.
I do it everyday
It took 40 milligrams of adderall to write this.
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Today is Thursday
I slept in
I had a Pepsi for breakfast
I saw my therapist
We talked about you
We doubled the dosage
All I can think is
One more time from the beginning
Let’s get it right
I have nothing else to say
I will just go watch the Office
and when I laugh out loud I will
Look next to me and realize I’m alone.
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I'am black haired and colored eyes Bandit.
I'am mysterious in nature.
I will do what I must in order to find Champagne,
Cocaine, Vicodin, Adderall, Nicotine, Caffeine,
Percosets, Haldol, Passion Flower and GREEN TEA.
Yet never shows much emotion.
I'am very impassive, dead quiet,
and will listen to the commands of Music.
I found comfort in distortion,
till the white noise became too loud.
It made the itching in my veins restless.
So I took some jagged little pills from pop out packets.
It put me to sleep.
As the drugs began to fade,
I woke up perfectly numb.
Decomposing is now fun.
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A simple void, is that what I’ve become?
The hollowed sphere on a pendulum.
Swinging back and forth, emotion to emotion,
Never once stopping, nor slowing the motion.
No reason, no answer, no justification.
The creation of a sterile imagination.
Just passing through time as time passes me.
Merely a nothing- nothing, merely, left to be.
Sightless and soundless, unseen and unheard.
Mindless and boundless, obscure and absurd.
All empathy lying ungraced, unemployed,
I live my life dying, unembraced, a void.
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I am a recluse. I am highly introverted. My mind wanders a lot which makes paying attention a difficult task. I draw masterpieces that even M.C. Escher would be jealous of in the margins of my notebook. There are times when I feel like I was born in the wrong decade. My enthusiasm for most things is minute. Contentment is persistent in my life. My iPod is my best friend. It goes where I go. Always.
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Caffeine/ Coffee, Collecting weird paraphernalia, Philosophy, My true friends, Videogames, Literature, Bring bad fortune however is around me, Ancient Civilizations, Energy Drinks, Photography, people that know how to have fun, to accpect the people for who they are. and it don't matter what your appearences is, and rebellion/Bandits.
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Headaches, Lack of trees, waking up early, when i'm late, Animal Abusers, The oppression of people, Authority/Hierarchies, Ignorance, Entrapment, Bad manners, Popularity and pretty such the world itself. Just look around you and you'll figure it out.
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