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21 years old
Algeria
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JOB: Student
SMOKE: No
DRINK: No
RELIGION: Agnostic
ORIENTATION: Demons only
DATING STATUS: Available Slave
BODY TYPE: Slim/Slender
MEMBER SINCE: 08/09/2008
STAR SIGN: Aries
LAST LOGIN: 05/03/2010 13:37:42
MY RATING: 7.00

I don't watch Tv that much but when i do i use to watch south park, lost, viva la bam or some documentaries..
i like asian movies and i'm a huge fan of Takashi Miike's and Tim Burton's movies.
Some of my favorites :
Old Boy
American History X
The last Samuraï
The exorcism Of Emily Rose
Interview With The Vampire
Audition
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
Lord Of The Rings
Corpse Bride
Sweeney Todd
The Eye
and some sci-fi

Close minded people, prejudice, religion in general, racism, posers, people who think they are better than anyone else, sexually obssessed guys, people who spare all their time on complaining, injustice, chauvinistic men, insects,...
















Music at first, open minded people, graveyards, castles, dark poetry, philosophy, eyeliner, cooking, scratching, sleeping, nature, winter, the moon, roses oh i love roses!, black hair, gothic men, gothic chiks, internet, hang out with friends, paranormal, occultism, history, good food, japanese culture, Salad Fingers, weird stuff, scandinavia, martial arts; and art in all its form.






Well i'm 20 years old, i have black hair, fair skin, brown/hazel eyes ( but who cares!!) i'm kinda short, i live in a boring place, i can't live without music, it makes me feel alive, i think nothing happens randomly, everything happens for some reason, i tend to think a lot about almost everything, i love it but the more i think the more i realise that life is too short to get worked up over silly things, if you have a chance take it, don't regret anything you've done in the past just manage to not REdo the same mistakes, i think any relationship should be based on mutual respect, i'm a nice person unless you piss me off, I AM:
easy going, tender, open minded, prudish, kinda shy, i could be selfish, helpful for those who deserve it, very friendly, sensitive, narcissist, curious, nervous, honest, sadist,loyal, dreamer, romantic, unique, lazy, patient, spiritual,..wanna know anything else? feel free to ask, i don't bite hard :)



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i like reading. i read anything written by Charles Baudelaire, Gustave Flaubert, Edgar Poe, Anne Rice, Allan Kardec, H.P Lovecraft or anything not boring.







Amon Amarth, Bloodbath, Immortal, Marduk, Opeth, Satyricon, Belphegor, "old" Cradle Of Filth, "Old" Tristania, "old" Nightwish, Paradise Lost, Katatonia, Anathema, Hyadningar, Hypocrisy, Behemoth, Darkseed, Apocalyptica, Intaglio, Draconian, Ataraxie,Carcass, Xastur, Funeralium, Forgotten Tomb, Shape Of Despair, Burzum, Melechesh, Arch Enemy, Dimmu Borgir, Desire, Officium Triste, Agalloch, swallow the sun, I, Anorexia Nervosa,...Bauhaus, Sisters Of Mercy, Joy Division, Section 25, Sopor Aeternus, Diary Of Dreams, Clan Of Xymox, Dargaard, Die Verbannten Kinder Evas, Qntal, Helium Vola, Dark Sanctuary, Faun,...Suiside Commando, Dolls Of Pain, Die Sektor, Combichrist, Nachtmahr, Hocico, E Nomine, AND ONE, God Module, Miss Construction, Das Ich, Dawn Of Ashes, Amduscia, London After Midnight, VNV Nation,.....and a lot more.












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From: darkangel_blackwings
01/21/2010 10:02:19

Thank you...and the same to you..sorry i havent been intouch before this...I have been busy with college...I started January 4th...how's things in your world? I hope this finds you well plz keep in touch my friend



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From: DaveDoom51
01/07/2010 17:01:44

Thanks, Dreamer...and a dark new year to you as well !  How about a lil poetry...I know I am a poetry slut...but .... geez, I can't help it lol  I hope you enjoy!





Abomination


She saunters down the sidewalk...
Seeking stares and hungry glances...
From scalawags and vagabonds...
Eyes promising forbidden chances.

Glitzy dress cut up to there...
Panties tucked inside her purse.
Wicked smile upon her face...
Her thoughts deliciously perverse.

Satan's mistress, slowly walking...
Ferel eyes notice everything.
Searching for a willing convert...
A lover who can make her sing.

A man with liquor in his veins...
One whose soul remains un-stained...
A soul somehow that's still un-claimed...
That she might taste, what his soul contains.

Suddenly her footsteps falter...
She feels a flush rise in her cheeks.
Forgotten passion rages through her...
She's found the very thing she seeks.

Just ahead a man is walking...
His back is all that she can see.
Never has a mortal man...
Made her burn, with such ecstasy.

Erotic images fill her mind...
Dew gathers on her nether lips.
Only thoughts that she might lose him...
Allow such dreams to be eclipsed.

She notices then, he must have turned...
While thoughts of carnal acts still churned...
Within her mind, will she ever learn...
Her fulfillment, must first be earned.

How could he vanish so completely...
Lose himself within this crowd?
Such actions vex this sultry daemon...
They simply cannot be allowed.

To her surprise she feels the heat...
Of this mortal who's eluding her.
As he approaches from behind...
Did she allow this to occur?

She gasps to feel his arms around her...
Strong arms propel her through a door.
And there he has her from behind...
Upon some merchant's unclean floor.

She feels his seed erupt inside...
Feels somehow that she's been denied...
It's probably only wounded pride...
She sets such ugly thoughts aside.

After all her clear intention...
Had been to find one such as he.
To do precisely what they've done...
Though not atop foul floor debris.

She feels him stirring deep within her...
Is it his wish to come again?
His first words, whispered in her ear...
"I promise you exquisite pain."

"You see, the seed I have emplanted"...
"Within your heartless womb this day".
"I paid to have my seed enchanted"...
"It will eat your very flesh away!"

"Remember as you slowly die"...
"As you curse, and as you cry"...
"My anger will not be denied"...
"Because of you, my brother died!"


© July, 2008 ~DaveDoom51~ all rights reserved




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From: darkangel_blackwings
01/02/2010 16:30:40




From: DaveDoom51
01/02/2010 07:18:46


Here is a nightmare I wrote while my internet was un-available to me.....I hope you enjoy...... Let me know what you think, and happy nightmares to you!





Pentacle


I look around and find myself, immersed within the spectacle...
Of bleating, caged-up creatures screaming...trapped by this evil pentacle.
Course yammering and cursing, stock and trade of creatures damned.
They must do the bidding of the strong, or find their tender asses jammed...
Into the dreary, darkest corners...dank places in my hell....
Tormented cries surround me as I feel dark majik swell.

My torturted psyche stretched so thin, brittle sound of bat-wings flapping...
The scuttle of hell's grotesque rats, sounds of their cruel jaws' snapping.

Out of sight, I seem to hear, my faithful mate approaching...
Her cloven hooves upon the stone, her evil shade encroaching.
Demented scenes she shows to me, these images echo in my mind...
Howling my appreciation, dark majik takes her from behind.
Crystal-pillars of creation groan, to celebrate our arcane merging...
Two mortal bodies' wanton coupling....two darkened souls converging.

Shifting madness free inside me, her lovely exposed entrails sliding...
Delicious blood-dreams strut, unmasked...two different planes colliding.

A stillness creeps across the void, as if in pregnant expectation...
My lover and another speak, they voice an awful incantation.
Foul words assault beleagured senses, this wild-eyed pair approaching me...
Mouths forming lost forgotten verses, words to set hell's chained beast free.
Lost doe-eyes of my love's companion, seem to beg me for release...
I tear her muscled belly open, and grant her troubled soul surcease.

That quiet voice inside of me, the one supposed to guide me.....
Screaming for my sanity....ignores the corpse beside me.

Oiled body of my goat-eyed mate, lank and lovely muscles straining...
Atop the flesh of her companion, no longer lost...no more complaining.
The death throes of her dying body, heels drumming rhythm on the stone....
My lover's busy teeth at work, wet sucking sounds and sated moans.
I bend to lick an errant drip, of precious crimson nectar...
That wanders 'cross this cooling thigh...this flesh no more defines her.

Is this a dream or is it real, it seems my concience is in hiding...
The taste of blood upon my tongue, the voice inside no longer chiding.

There are changes in my body now, blood rushing to my swollen member...
My lover writhing in viscous fluids, frantic movements exposing her female gender.
I kiss the lips of our sacrifice, blowing air into dead tissue...
Dead is dead, there's no response, I guess then there's no issue.
Kneeling between my lover's thighs, smooth cold flesh between my knees...
I slide into the heat of her, for it's the living I would please.

Whether nightmare scene or reality, there was no other path to take...
If I am graced and 'twas a dream, I'll repent when I awake.


© December, 2009 ~DaveDoom51~ all rights reserved




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From: darkangel_blackwings
12/02/2009 09:20:05




From: darkangel_blackwings
10/26/2009 01:33:11


From: DaveDoom51
10/08/2009 09:48:01
Everything turned out well....thank you for your thoughtfulness :)


From: DaveDoom51
10/07/2009 09:37:44
Well.....It just seemed right to share this one with you today, as I am off to hospital fer some tests etc.....I hope you enjoy !




Visages


In the fields and meadows...where the ugly creatures go....
From the bogs and hollows...where true evil likes to grow...
Ruined visages from ages past...faces twisted with foul appetites...
Dining on sweet innocence...with vicious rippings and monstrous bites.

Gathered round their altar...to feast on virgin woman-flesh....
Plucking tender morsels...from inner thighs, and un-touched breasts.
Sweet blood nectar, hot and thick...this innocent groans as she's devoured...
Death for her will not be quick...such violation feeds, their awful power.

Deformed hand thrust deep inside her...tender tissues stretched 'til breaking...
Eyes widen at this cruel invasion...she knows it is her womb they're taking.
Animal grunting assails her ears...fell creatures fighting for the taste...
Of sweet purity's salty tears...virgin sobbing as, her life's laid waste.

Through scarlet curtains of her pain...she seems to hear that voice again...
That wise and tender voice proclaims...don't weep my daughter...
For your soul remains.

Soft smile appears upon her features...
A victory stolen...
From Adramelech's creatures.


© May, 2009 ~DaveDoom51~ all rights reserved




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From: darkangel_blackwings
10/05/2009 08:19:48


From: DaveDoom51
10/03/2009 12:31:17
I thought it was time to stop by........This is an older piece which I still enjoy....I hope you enjoy it too !!!







Mhorashty


Evil bubble of perception...
Stinking of carrion, prurient interests...seeking favorable reception...
Gentle souls as they flower, succulent dining results...
Causing the stalwart to falter, spitting cruel insults.

Road to destruction, craving adulation....
Capering, fawning...offering obscene copulation...
As incentive, demanding mass destruction...
Gentle souls no more...rancid decay...inviting corruption.

Lovers of carrion, riding ruby eyed vultures...
Gleefully snickering...decimating peaceful, pastoral cultures...
Disdaining sword and more honorable weapons...
Cruel soul eaters...shapeshifters...preferring deception.

Carnal lures their armament, viscious desires...
Whispered in countless ears, infernal plan requires...
Willing perversion of other's morality...co-operation....
Eager inductees are found, across every nation.

Oh soulless Mhorashty, freely walking amongst us---
Offered comfortable flesh lodging---festering places inside us...
What gift was it, you offered during carnal embraces...
Evil truth to be found...in ancient graveyards...and other foul places.

Brief fleeting pleasures you offered, high prices demanded---
Parasitical lust consummated, rampant chaos demanded...
As flies among entrails, celebrating awful deception...
No shortage of souls, offer adoring reception.

Beautiful Mhorashty, ancient tellers of lies...
Herald anticipated return, of the Lord of Flies.



©June, 2007 ~DaveDoom51~all rights reserved




They roam the world of the mortals for unknown reasons but seem to be drawn to death like fleas to a dead corpse. They're said to wander freely between our world and the Netherworlds but more is not known. In other contexts they're also seen in connection with Etherus as creatures of lust and the sins of love although their alignment to death and destruction seems to be pre-dominant.




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From: draven1330
09/29/2009 15:34:10
Demented Freaks go to HELLucination.com!

Demented Freaks go to HELLucination.com! Hey!! Hope your having a great week!!


From: darkangel_blackwings
09/28/2009 09:52:38


From: darkangel_blackwings
09/22/2009 18:57:27


From: DaveDoom51
09/20/2009 21:43:24
Here is a spoof of the "Sons of Anarchy" series (which I do enjoy, even if it is a TV show) LMAO many of my friends in real life are in it...and so am I hehehehe.....hope you get a laugh!!!. The video is Cleo's hard work (pandora on here) and I thought I wud share it with my friends :)




From: darkangel_blackwings
09/18/2009 20:04:51



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