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The pain looks good on you!

Female
19 years old

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JOB: Student
SMOKE: No
DRINK: Rarely
RELIGION: Agnostic
ORIENTATION: Demons only
DATING STATUS: Single
BODY TYPE: Slim/Slender
GENDER: Female
MEMBER SINCE: 08/09/2008
STAR SIGN: Aries
LAST LOGIN: Dec 3, 2008, 03:11 PM
MY RATING: 7.00




Amon Amarth, Bloodbath, Immortal, Marduk, Opeth, Satyricon, Belphegor, "old" Cradle Of Filth, "Old" Tristania, "old" Nightwish, Paradise Lost, Katatonia, Anathema, Hyadningar, Hypocrisy, Behemoth, Darkseed, Apocalyptica, Intaglio, Draconian, Ataraxie,Carcass, Xastur, Funeralium, Forgotten Tomb, Shape Of Despair, Burzum, Melechesh, Arch Enemy, Dimmu Borgir, Desire, Officium Triste, Agalloch, swallow the sun, I, Anorexia Nervosa,...Bauhaus, Sisters Of Mercy, Joy Division, Section 25, Sopor Aeternus, Diary Of Dreams, Clan Of Xymox, Dargaard, Die Verbannten Kinder Evas, Qntal, Helium Vola, Dark Sanctuary, Faun,...Suiside Commando, Dolls Of Pain, Die Sektor, Combichrist, Nachtmahr, Hocico, E Nomine, AND ONE, God Module, Miss Construction, Das Ich, Dawn Of Ashes, Amduscia, London After Midnight, VNV Nation,.....and a lot more.






EBM Radio

I don't watch Tv that much but when i do i use to watch south park, lost, viva la bam or some documentaries..
i like asian movies and i'm a huge fan of Takashi Miike's and Tim Burton's movies.
Some of my favorites :
Old Boy
American History X
The last Samuraï
The exorcism Of Emily Rose
Interview With The Vampire
Audition
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
Lord Of The Rings
Corpse Bride
Sweeney Todd
The Eye
and some sci-fi

i like reading. i read anything written by Charles Baudelaire, Gustave Flaubert, Edgar Poe, Anne Rice, Allan Kardec, H.P Lovecraft or anything not boring.










Music at first, open minded people, graveyards, castles, dark poetry, philosophy, eyeliner, cooking, scratching, sleeping, nature, winter, the moon, roses oh i love roses!, black hair, gothic men, gothic chiks, internet, hang out with friends, paranormal, occultism, history, good food, japanese culture, Salad Fingers, weird stuff, scandinavia, martial arts; and art in all its form.

Close minded people, prejudice, religion in general, racism, posers, people who think they are better than anyone else, sexually obssessed guys, people who spare all their time on complaining, injustice, chauvinistic men, insects,...


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PainedDreamer's Latest Blog Entries

Well i'm 19 years old, i have black hair, fair skin, brown/hazel eyes ( but who cares!!) i'm kinda short, i live in a boring place, i can't live without music, it makes me feel alive, i think nothing happens randomly, everything happens for some reason, i tend to think a lot about almost everything, i love it but the more i think the more i realise that life is too short to get worked up over silly things, if you have a chance take it, don't regret anything you've done in the past just manage to not REdo the same mistakes, i think any relationship should be based on mutual respect, i'm a nice person unless you piss me off, I AM:
easy going, tender, open minded, prudish, kinda shy, i could be selfish, helpful for those who deserve it, very friendly, sensitive, narcissist, curious, nervous, honest, sadist,loyal, dreamer, romantic, unique, lazy, patient, spiritual,..wanna know anything else? feel free to ask, i don't bite hard

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DaveDoom51
Dec 3, 2008, 07:22 PM

It is always a pleasure to hear from you !!!! Thank you for your kind words...Hope to tty soon

darkangel_blackwings
Dec 2, 2008, 11:47 AM



Loveless


Dead leaves dance in the cold December wind
Pale moonlight glows white like her soft tainted skin
Murdered dreams of love embraced by the pain
Shattered pieces of loveless flesh scattered in the rain

The December wind cries
As flakes of dead love fly
Across painted orange skies
Making love to loves cold lies

Liquid lust and broken love bleeds from cold onyx eyes
Flakes of fallen flesh caress this still night
December’s cold wind crawls across stale stains of broken love
Whispering in the night under a molested sky above

Like a cold funeral kiss
Creeps across the morning mist
The cold wind crawls across the darkness
My cold shell shivers, so loveless

© December, 2008~~DarkAngel_BlackWings~~ all rights reserved

darkangel_blackwings
Dec 1, 2008, 01:06 AM

From my archives...hope you enjoy


The Dominion


Dew of sadness
Reaping death of gladness
Never forgetting that bitch of hell
Fuck you, you piece of shit
Die, bleed, go to hell
Sink down into a blood filled pit
Meet demise in utter agony
Life ruined, so filled with hate
Always scared, in fear, in cold…

No help, for nothing to wait…
I will release the hold
It is time to be free,
It is time to see
It is time for death…
Of that deep, dark sea
What can you do now
What can you fucking do now
I will not go away
Defeat me how
Never, never will there be a way
To defeat my soul
I will send you to that blood filled hole
You ignorant nothing
Never were you something
You must rot in your own pool
Of evil’s bloodied drool
~ ~ ~
Soaked in loneliness
I pity that bitch
Wanting homliness~
Strengthening little itch
Never, never come to face,
The evils of the years
Ever, ever reveal in grace
The faults and the fears
Forever never never be cruel
Bath in fakeness’s drool
~ ~ ~
Fuck you, sink to your knees and beg for mercy
I want to hear that piercing, desperate scream
Rushing away form your mouth of heresy
How is it now, how does it seem
The anger has changed me into a monarch
That will rule above what will happen upon the sickening dream
The dream of life, for reality seems to be the hierarch
Of all rain…epoch…essence…
~ ~ ~
Let go the breath…~silence
~ ~ ~
It is time for death…~silence
~ ~ ~
~Bitch~

© October, 2003~~DarkAngel_BlackWings~~ all rights reserved

darkangel_blackwings
Nov 27, 2008, 08:41 PM


darkangel_blackwings
Nov 24, 2008, 10:57 AM


DaveDoom51
Nov 23, 2008, 07:58 AM

Heheheheheeh..I was looking through my files...And I ran
across this poem....in honor of catacombs, I thought I
would send it to you ....enjoy!!




Innocence Lost

Gentle soul, corruption fouling tattered borders---
No longer soaring---earthbound sadness, woeful dark disorder.
Vicious soul-eater, staining purity's heart---
Awful imaginings---bastions of innocence shaken, breaking apart...

Evil changeling transplanted, virgin soul cruelly enchanted---
Seed of black destiny, savagely implanted.
Pristine womb impregnated, by such filthy desire---
Reluctantly providing the nourishment required.

Ceaseless chanting accompanies unspeakable potions---
Abused tissues annointed with unsavory lotions...
Feverish dreaming endured, pathetic moaning acceptance---
Attended only by unholy birthing assistants.

Suddenly awake, mouthing desperate screams---
Frantic writhing inside her, much worse than the dreams...
Abject horror embraced, she is suddenly aware---
Mortal existance's bane, is the fruit that she bears.

Sinew stretching, muscles burning with strain---
Abomination screaming---borne into humanity's world once again.
Stinking ejaculate, heralds prophecy's foretelling---
Staining birth-bed and mother, somehow compelling...

Ancient evil incarnate, infant body contains---
Juggernaut charged with destruction---resultant carnage...all that remains.
Birth-mother mortally wounded, gnashing her teeth---
Searching remembered ocassions---seeking succor, any meager relief.

Lost in happier remembrance, at first she denies---
Shrieking pain---awful changeling, savagely biting her thighs...
Birthing attendants ecstatic, watching with pride---
New-born Lord of the Flies---consumes tasty bits from inside.



© october, 2007 ~DaveDoom51~ all rights reserved

darkangel_blackwings
Nov 19, 2008, 08:44 PM

To Continue Your Suffering


you said no matter what
you loved me
but you fuckin lied
now im gonna make you wish
you commited suicide
ill make you scream
your bones will break
since pain seems to be the theme
you will suffer, you will ache
ill hang you from your feet
over a fire
your torture is for sure
my greatest desire
pierce the cold steel
through your burning skin
all the rage i feel
is coming out from within
when im cuttin your flesh in half
ill listen to your screams
and just laugh
take my vice-grips
attach em to your tounge
pull it way past your lips
and just snap the rope from which your hung
its what you get for abusing me
just know, your pain amuses me
your a worthless piece of shit
nothing but crud
less valuable than my spit
choke on your blood
i want you to rot
cause, your what i really hate
i want to tie your neck in a knot
and watch you suffocate
as i saw into your arm
i just listen to you screaming in my ears
no one is ever gonna know
no one can hear
ive cut off all your limbs
including those in your pants
as your light begins to dim
and the room begins to dance
i pour salt through all your cuts
to hear your final screams
i cut you open and spill out your guts
so fun this torture seems
hoping you dont die
so i can continue this suffering and violence
but
then you let out your last cry
and there was only silence

©April, 2006~~DarkAngel_BlackWings~~ all rights reserved



darkangel_blackwings
Nov 18, 2008, 05:17 PM


DaveDoom51
Nov 18, 2008, 09:35 AM

Well, my friend.......It seems another nightmare has crawled out of my imaginings.
In sincere hopes that it will give you a shiver or two, I will share it with you......I hope you enjoy !!






Catacombs


Deep in the cavern's catacombs, pregnant evil giving birth...
Foretelling's time of lamentation, a time to measure mankind's worth.
Virgin womb is clenching / pushing...birthing chaos to this plane...
Darkness threatens all that's sacred, angels screaming once again.
Panting with her foul endeavor, she feels flesh tearing down below...
Feels daemon teeth and claws emerge, feels precious blood begin to flow.

What madness claimed her sanity, was it passion she was seeking?
Hot sulphorous breath upon her breast...the evil lies that he was speaking?
She knows now that she was deceived, this pain alone is proof of this...
Will birthing this abomination, throw wide the gates to hell's abyss?
Her fevered thinking interrupted, by mortal ripping deep inside...
This daemon still trapped half inside her, clawing at her straining thighs.

With a rush of stinking birth-blood, awful daemon-spawn ejected...
His yellow eyes acknowlege that, the two of them are still connected.
Taking up the hated cord, the cord that still would bind them...
Viciously he rips it from her, placenta now lays close beside him.
Cold gaze falls upon his mother, a mirthless smile parts his lips...
Watches as the life deserts her, watches blood pool 'round her hips.

Deep in the cavern's catacombs, mother's foolish flesh lays rotting...
Dead staring eyes seem so surprised, to see her cold blood clotting.


© November, 2008 ~DaveDoom51~ all rights reserved





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darkangel_blackwings
Nov 13, 2008, 08:49 PM


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Nov 6, 2008, 07:29 PM


darkangel_blackwings
Oct 31, 2008, 10:05 PM

Samhain



Chills in the night air are tingling skin
The veil between worlds is now growing thin
Bright spirits gather, the dead return
Drawn to the flickers where candles burn

The past remembered, changes made
Ancestors honored, tributes paid
Darkness gathers, the full moon is clear
Shining down on this Celtic New Year

Pumpkins glow and ghouls how they scare
Dressed in costumes with bright green hair
Witches and skeletons, goblins and ghosts
Trick or treat children with sweets from their hosts

Old Jack O'Lantern with his creepy grin
Fires for folk with ghost tales to begin
But what do you know of the true Halloween?
For once it was more than just parlor frights seen

Spirits would wander and rather than grieve
Folk honored the dead on each Samhain eve
Summer had faded, as winter approached
Futures now plotted as Jack Frost encroached

The harvest was ending as the cold times unfurled
But summer just beginning in the dark Underworld
As above, so below, is a wisdom we all learn
And so the cycle of seasons shall forever turn

A time for looking inward, reflection and change
Honoring those spirits, making sense of the strange
So open your mind, part the veil if you dare
Welcome the new, for there's magic in the air!
©October, 2008~~DarkAngel_BlackWings~~all rights reserved

DaveDoom51
Oct 31, 2008, 06:47 PM

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Oct 29, 2008, 10:53 AM







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