Well they say I'm hurting myself. Well what else is new. I just simply have to hurt someone at all times. LOL Thats the laugh of irony. I need to eliminate all influences and clear my head up. I keep getting advice from people and I don't fuckin want it. But I get it anyway. They probly think I'm gonna kill myself or something. LOL if they don't leave me the fuck alone I will do it just to escape all the people who supposedly care and tell me what I should do and blah blah. If I want advice I'll ask for it!!!