Yah well I lost myself lookin for myself. Strange but true. LOL I feel like I have closure today. Feels really good and really bad at the same time. Either way it's progress. I'm broke anyone in the giving mood. I literally have a peach and a jar of mayonaise to eat. And I'm fucking happy about it. Go figure. I got my sense if humor back. Yay! I think I will go back to my home when my apartment lease is up. My husband is like a slave to my every whim right now and I'm lovin it. Oh how very wicked I've been. I suppose the big thing now is weaning myself off of the computer. With noone around It's kinda been our little secret. Damn I gotta go to work.