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at the point
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By:
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Graylable
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Mood:
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don't know
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Date:
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May 22, 2008, 01:42 AM
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Music:
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Hurt
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FUCK IT ALLLLLLL!!!!!!!
I hide every fucking little thing and it's killing me while making me even more alive. Why did I become secrets? I know I scared people and it bothered me.I scared myself. I can't believe I lessened myself.
I want what I was with who I am.I am so fucking sick of this bullshit. I am sick of being wasted potential. I am what I am? No I am not. I am what I wanted. The temptation is fucking killing me. Use what I was born with, or not because of fucking ethics. Ethics. Are they what seperates us from the beast or are they what the strong created to protect the weak out of remorse or love? Is this what they wanted?
"Would I want this done to me?"
I could be so much more yet I am becoming becoming less.FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
Can't shit just even out?
The graylable is supposed to be about the middle ground.Where right meets wrong because they are the same coin. What is the fffucking point of being able to manifest things out of shear will if I do not?
Today i used myself 5 times. just to see. It was almost like I had never stopped. Some people were not affected, others...man. I am so fucking....Divided.
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