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to thinks not there.I was sensing things not
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By:
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KainMethsis
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accomplished
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Oct 15, 2008, 07:44 PM
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None
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Have you ever been possessed,or lost control of your body.It Like I was in a trance.I know there no reason.Hallucination truly can't explain.The cop thought I was seeing aliens.I wish I never went.I mess around in the occult or black magik in my past.I find the pandora box of knowledge in myself.Most people seen me as a warlock..I don't think you want hear that junk or trash.You don't need to worry.I still don't know where you live and I'm not a threat to others.I'm Fighting Conciousness to keep it that way.It was night and was not truly aware of the sorroundings.I was lost inside my self.You must notice me pointing to thinks not there.I was sensing things not there.I'm psychic you could ask my step aunt.My great grandma was a psychic on my mom side. I think that the 9th time death had me in sight.This is the first violent act in my life.I never use spell angainst others.I found letter and sounds is chants.I'm in chaos magik but you need to ask my brother he witness before I got into magik.Being paralyzed in my bed hearing voices chant.I don't know who cast something on me.I seeking to undo what they done to me.I was not a warlock when it happen.I read Aura and have tarot cards I read.I still a student learning it.6 years now.I'm very complex.I study all religions also cults.I get deep in stuff most people are not into.I will say hell on all on it.
I truly care for you both.What I do should not block out people I care for.I feel I fail my friends and family.I cry for life is hard to take to live.I feel I abandon my responsible choices as a person the people that mean something to me.I waste time alone.As others watch me suffer without anybody.I hope my words don't hurt anybody.I don't know what people want me to do anymore or my self.I fear my words for it fragile to break to pieces before me.I feel I waste people time.
Evil has me for there only torment for the punishment of all for this cry within will reap what he sow within him.The mortal will cry till someone claim his life.He can't escape the demon of himself.Strong will devour the weak and the weak will poison the strong.
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