Laws here are stressing me out, and what the consequences for my actions may be are stressing me out. Let me ask a question.

If you were to find something that made you happier than anything in the world, as long as it doesn't hurt anyone, should you not be allowed to keep it? Would it be right to be condemned after death for loving and marrying a woman that some people would consider "wrong"? And how does God see it? Would he condemn me for it?