Everyday i wake to greiv once more for all the many souls i've inflicted my pain onto. It is not the everyday worries that i've had set so deep into my mind. i would never wish these thought's to haunt anyone elses life. many think that as i type these words that i am a fool, that i've fallen to live in a dream. a dream that i've inflicted into my own world. but that is no worry of mine. even though i'm ever so thankful for this hell i have learned to live in. i still cry out, constantly fading, as others are the one's deep in a dream.