I would ask you for your energy, in this time of desperation; for one who means so much to me !!
Disease
Pain extends beyond my soul, my awful thoughts persist....emotion raging inside of me, I am helpless to resist. This fucking life confuses me, I cannot withstand the pain...deep inside of me, my desperate hope, hopelessly begins again. This roller coaster so cold and cruel, my ticket indelibly stamped...I didn't pay this awful fare, evil legions are encamped... Around my stricken heart, they roam...salvation's price so necessary...your joyous return home.
The lips through which I wait to hear, I am so fucking scared.... The hopeful words to release my soul, from the agony we have shared.