Slayer, All Shall Perish, Amon Amarth, Anorexia Nervosa, As Blood Runs Black, Behemoth,Cattle Decapitation, Belphegor, Aeons Confer, Diecast, Cataract, 100 Demons, Bloodbath, Carcass, Cephalic Carnage, Children Of Bodom, In This Moment, Hatebreed, Cradle Of Filth, Strapping Young Lad, Cryptopsy, Daath, Dark Funeral, Devil Driver, Diabolical Masquerade, Goatwhore, Gorgoroth, Immortal, Six Feet Under, Waco Jesus, Atreyu, Trivium, Pantera, White Zombie, Kittie, In Flames, Rob Zombie, Carpathian Forest, Beneath The Massacre, All That Remains, Horna, Ragnarok, Severed Savior, Parkway Drive, Gorgasm, Incantation, Deicide, The Midnight Society, Benign, Light This City, The Agony Scene, Through The Eyes Of The Dead, Waco Jesus, Waking The Cadaver, Tool, Marilyn Manson, Job For A Cowboy, Malignancy, Marduk, Lamb of God, Slipknot, Iron Maiden, Korn, ACDC, Nile, System of a Down, Ozzy, Amorphis, Regurgitate, Rotting Christ, Bloodsimple, Dethklok, Unearth, Samael, Icepick, Dimmu Borgir, Meshuggah, Hypocrisy, Arch Enemy, Moonsorrow, Necrophagist, StaticX, Son Of Sam, Mushroomhead, Machine Head, Seven Witches, Satyricon, Skinless, Testament, One Man Army And The Undead Quartet, Vext, Dio, Alice Cooper, Deftones, Disturbed, Sinai Beach, Kataklysm, Scars of Tomorrow, Otep, Killswitch Engaged, Lacuna Coil, Neaera, Chimaira, The Black Dalia Murder, Paths Of Possession, Ministry, Stone Sour, Dying Fetus, Abaddon of Venom, Fear Factory, Nightwish, Black Label Society, Kult Ov Azazel, Nothingface, As I Lay Dying, Taproot, Scorpions, and Slaughter
MOVIES & TV
American Psycho(the greatest fucking movie of all time),
IT, Nightmare on Elmstreet series, Summer of Sam, Hellraiser series, American History X, GhostRider, Evildead series, Friday the 13th series, Superman series, Re-Animator series, Toxic Avenger series, Texas Chainsaw Massacre series, Waxworks 2, Doom, Cheech and chong movies, The Incredible Hulk movie trilogy, Repoman, Videodrome, Scanners, Blood in Blood out, Scarface, Halfbaked, Dagon, Necronomicon: book of the dead, Nightbreed, Sleepwalkers, Night of the Living Dead, Return of the Living Dead series, Day of the dead, Dawn of the dead, Land of the Dead, Shawn of the Dead, Frailty, Big Trouble in Little China, Predator 1 and 2, Faust: Love of the Damned, Night Flier, Con Air, Heroes, Family Guy, The 4400, Uranium, Forensic files, CSI, Adult Swim, Twilight Zone, Tales from the Darkside, Quantum Leap, Tales from the Crypt, all the Law and Orders, Simpsons, Surface, Macgyver, John Doe, Dr.Who(the new ones), and The Incredible Hulk.
BOOKS
Marilyn Mansons Its a long hard road out of hell, God is a Bullet, the repairman jack series by F. Paul Wilson, Stephen Kings books, and True Crime books.
TURN ONs
cooking, poetry, submissive women, the colors red and black, pornography, spontaineous sexual experiences, women who enjoy the same music as I do, humor.
people who don't listen to the same music I do. strong willed individuals, liers, mindless automatons who roam the earth breeding false ideals that do not reflect my insanity, people intellectually superior to me. Closet christians
HOBBIES
watching movies, weight lifting, reading, biking, rockin out to music, cooking, pictures, pharmacudical pyramid schemes, writing poetry, humor, pornstar, video games, drug smuggling
They call me Jack. I'm 23 and as the years go by life gets progressively worse. I have a destiny..... a calling. For want of a distraction or maybe an escuse, I hide from my destiny behind a facade of emotions and beliefs. I feel as though a catterpiller might during its transformation only im not a catterpiller, I'm more of a maggot. It's not that I am afraid or unsure of my destiny, because I am quite aware and confident that once this transformation takes place everything will become quite clear. I can only raise to speculate what this transformation will entale, but from the visons I get from my dreams it can only be through pain and suffering that I will rise to "become" this pre-ordained entity.
A poem by Count_Von_Count:
When I suck the blood from your neck I count each drop and every speck! I count the seconds until you die I count how long to drain you dry!
YOU HAVE JOINED THE MOST INFAMOUS GROUP IN DR! KEEP CHECKING IN WITH SATAN'S ASS FOR POWERS GIVEN AWAY. STAY AHEAD OF THE OTHER GUY, KEEP YOUR POWERS CURRENT! HA HA HA
Have you ever walked by a derelict sleeping in a doorway???....I have often wondered what path led them to be in that doorway...how madness could so destroy them.......Here is one man's explanation!
I hope you enjoy
The Beguiled
She asked a question of me, it reverberates in my head---she asked me if I’m happy, if I’d be happier when I’m dead. I find myself now thinking, of the choices I have made---pretty sure my soul is damned, surely that is better left unsaid.
Dark thoughts spawn uneasiness, birthplace of my dread---perhaps I should consider, what occurs when we are dead. If only death would bring surcease, deliver me from pain---no longer seeking evil pleasures, bring me innocence once again. Such thoughts as these accompany me, tonight's journey has no ending---no solace for my tortured soul, I am trapped within this foul intending. Knowledge gained so long ago, demands that I fulfill---fell obligations to this power, seeking someone's dreams to kill.
Majik surging deep inside me, causing my obscene erection---desperate to complete my task, no time now for such introspection. Sounds of gnashing teeth assail me, at my entry to the shrine---acolytes of Satan's promise, on the floor their limbs entwined. And there upon the ornate altar, writhing to the ancient chanting---nameless woman gestures to me, unsurprised I find I'm panting. Which daemon is it now constrained, within my human form---who takes this willing offering, that the world can be transformed?
How many times, how many places---how many women beckoning---I can’t remember all their faces. This daemon that’s inside of me, fulfills his ritual mating---which writhing member’s dream’s fulfilled, which lusts were consummated? I think I have an answer now, to my daughter’s question---an answer now so long forgotten, a matter tied to indiscretion. Some of our youthful choices, often glibly made in haste---can grow to such proportions; they can lay our lives to waste.
I implore you gentle listener, please take these words to heart... Power gained from others' suffering, has no wisdom to impart!