A Vicious Cycle

Taking life and feeding death
a broken path, a fork in the road.
Screaming, beating, defeating,
not making any sense but still vital to life and death.
Whispering cruel thoughts, stealing breath
voicing once hidden intentions.
Taking life and feeding death.

Gentle heat, steadfast heart
killing death to take a chance on life every fourth.
Fighting, winning and losing,
not making any sense but still vital to life and death.
Encouraging and coaxing, giving life
pushing back the darkness until its turn to submit.
Taking death and making life.

Whipped around, a vicious cycle
full of life and death, each vital to survival.
Giving up, making a new start, taking a chance on something new
Still making no sense at all, but perhaps it's not ment to.
Degrading, crushing, Encouraging, freeing
Compromise, age, learning to wait.
Life and death, each vital to survival



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Freedom to do

So many people around me.
The ones I love and the ones I hate.
I have the freedom.
I have the freedom to love.
I have the freedome to hate.
The freedom to care.
The freedom to concern
The freedom to worry
The freedom to be hurt
The freedom to be sad
The freedom to be happy
The freedom to say what i want to say.
All of these freedoms i have.
All of these feelings i have.
You could do anything with your freedom.
Let the chains break.
Spread your wings
And fly away.
Don't let anyone get you down.
Make sure you use your freedoms correctly
You use your feelings and freedoms to make friends and enemies.
Always understand your freedoms and feelings.

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COURAGE

Where do I get the courage?
Where do I get the courage to go on living again?
Where do I get the courage to come out of my shell?
Where do I get the courage to pray again?
Where do I get the courage to smile again?
Where do I get the courage to sing again?
Where do I get the courage to laugh again?
Where do I get the courage to go out again?
Where do I get the courage to relax again?
Where do I get the courage to breath again?
Where do I get the courage to love again?
Where do I get the courage to be free again?
Where do I get the courage to cook again on the stove?
Where do I get the courage to look at the blue sky again?
Where do I get the courage to write again?
Where do I get the courage to wipe out my bad memories?
Where do I get the courage to put the past behind?
Where do I get the courage to watch the birds fly in the blue sky?
Where do I get the courage to make some new friends?
Where do I get the courage to watch the flowers grow in the garden?
Where do I get the courage to write a letter to you?
Where do I get the courage to save money again?
Where do I get the courage to read books again?

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Oh you do bleed so pretty my beloved dark one

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