you are a beautyfull girl ! Its useless to cry for the past, and if you can change your present, why not to do it? I dont want to be boreing, but i am shure Lord will help you to have the love you deserve it ! I hope your heart is pure, so you will be happy when you'll find real love, even in your actual man...look, God can do miracles, dont you know? Your trust can save you and your love...if you trust in , you know Who ...Lord ! Peace be with you !