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Im so sorry
DATE: Nov 27, 2008, 10:57 PM / MOOD: depressed
It has been many moons since I have been on. I was in a motor vehicle accident that required surgery. I am fine now. I thought that you all should know 
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Do I Wish To Turn Back Time
DATE: Jan 19, 2008, 11:44 PM / MOOD: crushed
Tonight was a night of deep emotional evisceration. I do not know what to do now. I feel like the religion gap between My love and I would die like this. I love her dearly and she loves me. There is just so much that she is blind to see. Why can't she accept me for who I am and what my beliefs are? It kills me on the inside and turns my heart as cold as the winter of The Arctic Circle. I do not know what to do anymore. Please those of you who are kind enough to read this. Please, I value your input. 
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Verner Von Darkling To Be Wed
DATE: Dec 10, 2007, 09:19 PM / MOOD: full of life
On December 2 of 2007, I asked the love of my life Emily Noel Collier to marry me. We have known eath other for eight years and it was love at first sight. She has done so much for me in those eight years that I cannot comprehend. She did save my life too. I was hopelessly addicted to any kind of illegal drung that you can think of. Herion, acid, meth, PCP, you name it, I have done it. She made me realize that I was on a one way ticket to a bodybag. Then after the deaths of my mother three years ago and the recent death of my grandmother last January, she was there for me. That, my minions, is true love and devotion. I could not take another ounce of air without her by my side. I love her dearly and I plan to live and die for her. I LOVE YOU EMILY NOEL COLLIER.  
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Our Solemn Hour
DATE: Nov 28, 2007, 09:46 AM / MOOD: evil
Those of you who do not know Within Temptation. Please select it on my music player. Then you will feel the full emotion of my blog. When I first heard this song, I knew that it reminded me of my very first love. I lost her to a drunk driver three years ago. We had the type of love that could only be explained by music. She was my life. When that wretched fuck took her away, I died along with her. But, that was the past. I met someone that is just like her in every way. She knows who I am talking about. Why this is I cannot place. She is just as beautiful as she was. Why is this so. I gave up on love untill I met her. It was a lost emotion that fell into the endless presapuss. Never to be retrieved again. Is this for real? Can I be in love yet again? Yes I believe that I am. She is my love that was once lost. 
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Ignorant narrow-minded fucks
DATE: Nov 8, 2007, 12:02 PM / MOOD: infuriated
Greetings fellow deep realmers! This is Verner_von_darkling and I have a website that you must see. It infuriated me soo much but on the other hand, the more I read, the more I laughed. Here it is. Go to www.jesus-is-savior.com Trust me. They are so full of mindless mumbo-jumbo that it would make the darkest side of every sane person laugh aloud. Tell me what you think. 
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My Life Has Meaning
DATE: Oct 31, 2007, 10:42 AM / MOOD: determined
My life finally has meaning. I only wish that I could have realized this sooner. This endless presapes of anguish has finally come to an end. Ever since this day three years ago, I have been a Satanist. But I only recently have discovered the true meaning of it all. It represnets man as a carnal beast. Not just another being that we are brought up to be. With the help of my dearly departed Megan Grace Duncan, (1984-2004), I have finally discovered that it is only human nature to feel hate, malice, a feeling of wanting to kill the ingrate that took her life and removed a chunk of mine. I know that I will never have her back. But I have come to terms with that horrid reality. She showed me, along with the tragic deaths of my mother and grandmother three years ago, that I can now be what I want. So I am man, I am rage, I am a Satanist!
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Ashley..So Close and Yet So Far
DATE: Sep 17, 2007, 08:16 PM / MOOD: lonely
I have seen true beauty. My eyes have fallen upon the most gorgeous fallen angel to ever walk this earth. Not only is she well endowed with beauty, she has the most presious daughter. I have just recently found out that she lives in the same state as I. No too far away, either. But oh the distance is a constent reminder of how long I have been suffering. Every woman that I have been with has lied, cheated, or worse. By her looks and personality, I can see thast she is different. If I was to ever see her, I would give her the world. I would spoil her daughter rotten. I just hope she reads this.
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Why Must I Feel Rejection?
DATE: Sep 5, 2007, 08:20 AM / MOOD: confused
Rejection is the most horrid feeling that a person can ever feel. I have felt it ever since high school. I have been rejected by the most beautiful women that I have ever had the misfortune to know. I remember vividly the times that I asked a girl that I liked for several years if she would like to go to dinner with me. I also said that I would pay. She laughed in my face and said, "HELL NO!" Why must this always happen to me? There is no one out there for me. I know that now. I am seriously concidering living my life alone. There is nobody around the Auburn, Indiana area that would like to be with me anyway. So why should I waste my time looking? It has and always will be, in vein.
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Love +You=Happiness
DATE: Aug 12, 2007, 07:16 PM / MOOD: loved
 The woman that I have long searched for is finaly here. She is everything that I could ever want. She is Beautiful, Smart, Quirky, Funny, and most importantly, adorable. I found her here. She is all that I could ever ask for. I don't deserve her. She is The Princess of Darkness. and I'm her Nightmarein Shining Armor.
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